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I miss you so bad...

Every minute, of every day. 

Even if I'm not thinking about it consciously. I know I do.

 

I just feel like life won't be as good or something. I don't know.

 

I'm so afraid you'll start dating someone else before I'm ready to handle it.

Or that I'll never be able to handle it.

And that you'll sleep with whoever it is.

That thought scares the fuck out of me.

 

I couldn't live with that, I think.

I don't know.

 

I really hope you wait a while and learn more about yourself and who you are before you start dating again. 

 

Or that you come back.

 

Marisa says that won't happen. I know I should believe her, but aren't you the one who told me to remember that she's not always as right as she sounds?

 

I don't know. I just miss you, Papabear.

 

I love you.

 

~Mamabear