Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Limbo

I feel like I'm in this really weird state of emotional limbo where I just don't know how to feel.

 

Like, I miss you. But also not. Like, I'm just confused.

Not that I'm glad you're gone. Just.

I'm tired of thinking about it all.

 

I want to just forget for a while. Not forever. Just for a while.

Peace. I want peace.

But I hurt too much. Not the same way as before.

But somehow.

 

I'm confused.

I don't know what to do.

 

I love you.

But not in the same way that I did.

 

And yet, I can't STAND the thought of you liking or dating or being with someone else.

Like, I feel like you'll try to date other people, and realize they're not as good as me and...

I know that's bullshit.

 

But.

I just.

I don't know.

 

~Molly