Limbo
I feel like I'm in this really weird state of emotional limbo where I just don't know how to feel.
Like, I miss you. But also not. Like, I'm just confused.
Not that I'm glad you're gone. Just.
I'm tired of thinking about it all.
I want to just forget for a while. Not forever. Just for a while.
Peace. I want peace.
But I hurt too much. Not the same way as before.
But somehow.
I'm confused.
I don't know what to do.
I love you.
But not in the same way that I did.
And yet, I can't STAND the thought of you liking or dating or being with someone else.
Like, I feel like you'll try to date other people, and realize they're not as good as me and...
I know that's bullshit.
But.
I just.
I don't know.
~Molly