Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Vicious Cycles

I have this vicious cycle of missing you terribly during the day but then late at night I'm like, no I'm fine it's okay.

 

And then I dream about you and it starts all over again.

 

I wrote you a song.

 

I stretch
And I strain
I let silence wash you out of my veins
The taste of you still faint on my tongue
As I struggle to let go
I struggle for a release

When can I breathe again

It wasn't fair
But it's over now
I'll get over you some how
I'll bleed until there's nothing left
Until my weave is freed from your weft
This was the tapestry of our love

I retch
And I groan
The memories of you have left me alone
A whisper of you brushes through my hair
As I try to forget
I try to forgive

So that you can breathe again

I know it was there
But it's gone now
You've let go of me without telling me how
You won't bleed because you've got nothing left
Your weave is already freed from my weft
This was the tapestry of our love

It's come unraveled now dear
That's why you're not here
I'll be sad for today
But tomorrow I know I will be okay

I'll find peace
Without you around
I'll learn to live without you some how
I won't bleed because I've still got strength left
I'll pick up my weave and I'll pick up your weft
And say goodbye to the tapestry of our love

We've taken down the tapestry of our love

 

I miss you.

 

~Molly